So what's been going on?
Well school has started and I am currently trying to work on the Swedish assignment, not going so well. Got math tomorrow.
Went to "Moonfest" this weekend, it was awesome, to say it in one word. Met nice people, drank a lot, and had loads of fun ^^
Going to RAW Comedy Club on Saturday with my best friend. ^^ Looking forward to it.
What else. Um. Not much I can tell here. So for now
'til next time
Sam
Oct 26, 2010
Oct 20, 2010
Not something I want, need or care for.
So I haven’t been completely honest with people around me, and the only explanation for that is, I haven’t been honest with myself. Thus it’s a little hard to be honest with others when you’re not even honest with yourself.
I’ve been complaining a lot lately, mostly I’ve been bitching about my ‘love life’, though there has been little reasons for bitching about it. It’s been my escape-goat. And thus I haven’t put all my efforts into correcting others when they say something that doesn’t match up with how things really are for me.
So I’m asking the people around me that have been bashing on my ‘partner’ to please stop. It is uncalled for.
Whatever is between the two of us, is just that, between the two of us. I am sorry for ‘dragging’ others into it, it turned into something ugly. I wanted to tell someone, I wanted someone to talk to, and now it turned into this bashing against him.
Bashing him for things you say are ‘wrong’, when it is not up to you to decide that. We are not nor will we be boyfriend and girlfriend. We just are what we are. Now if that upsets some of you then too bad for you. I will not stop seeing the one person in this world that makes me feel safe, comfortable, relaxed, and liked, all at the same time, just because You decided that what WE did was wrong. And that the fact I WAS hurt is reason enough to bash him, someone You said were your friend, is not enough.
I am in a way honored You don’t want me to be hurt, but You also say that all you want is for me to be happy. And guess what, he makes me happy.
Yes he has hurt me, and he will most likely do something to hurt me in the future, and so will anyone else. You can’t please everyone all the time.
Nothing comes with just one side.
So this is me telling you to stop, I don’t want to hear how ‘bad’ he’s been treating me when he’s the reason I can get up in the mornings, I don’t want to hear about how he doesn’t like me when he’s the one that got me to realize I deserve more than what I had been given. So stop back-talking him when he is supposed to be a friend of Yours as well.
I’m glad you care, but Your negativity is not something I want, need or care for
http://elysium11.wordpress.com/2010/10/20/tired-drama/
I’ve been complaining a lot lately, mostly I’ve been bitching about my ‘love life’, though there has been little reasons for bitching about it. It’s been my escape-goat. And thus I haven’t put all my efforts into correcting others when they say something that doesn’t match up with how things really are for me.
So I’m asking the people around me that have been bashing on my ‘partner’ to please stop. It is uncalled for.
Whatever is between the two of us, is just that, between the two of us. I am sorry for ‘dragging’ others into it, it turned into something ugly. I wanted to tell someone, I wanted someone to talk to, and now it turned into this bashing against him.
Bashing him for things you say are ‘wrong’, when it is not up to you to decide that. We are not nor will we be boyfriend and girlfriend. We just are what we are. Now if that upsets some of you then too bad for you. I will not stop seeing the one person in this world that makes me feel safe, comfortable, relaxed, and liked, all at the same time, just because You decided that what WE did was wrong. And that the fact I WAS hurt is reason enough to bash him, someone You said were your friend, is not enough.
I am in a way honored You don’t want me to be hurt, but You also say that all you want is for me to be happy. And guess what, he makes me happy.
Yes he has hurt me, and he will most likely do something to hurt me in the future, and so will anyone else. You can’t please everyone all the time.
Nothing comes with just one side.
So this is me telling you to stop, I don’t want to hear how ‘bad’ he’s been treating me when he’s the reason I can get up in the mornings, I don’t want to hear about how he doesn’t like me when he’s the one that got me to realize I deserve more than what I had been given. So stop back-talking him when he is supposed to be a friend of Yours as well.
I’m glad you care, but Your negativity is not something I want, need or care for
http://elysium11.wordpress.com/2010/10/20/tired-drama/
Oct 18, 2010
Old friend
It's nice meeting with old friends :) Especially when they get you in a better mood, get you to laugh about the one thing that has been worrying the shit out of you. :)
Oct 16, 2010
How do you move on?
Someone got a suggestion?
How do you move on? When the one you love doesn't love you? How do you move on? When you've been hurt, how do you move on?
Easy, right, cut them out of your life.
Yes freaking easy when it's supposed to be your best friend and if you cut that one out you'll cut so many else out in the process.
Love sucks!
Sure I'm dating, but that doesn't make the thoughts stop. The first thing in the morning and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep.
Some of my friends tell me that he's not worth it. He has hurt me to much.
Some of my friends tell me not to stop talking with him, since he's my friend.
So what do I do? I apparently get drunk, complain about it and hope to whatever there might be that I can be strong enough to do anything about it.
How do you move on? When the one you love doesn't love you? How do you move on? When you've been hurt, how do you move on?
Easy, right, cut them out of your life.
Yes freaking easy when it's supposed to be your best friend and if you cut that one out you'll cut so many else out in the process.
Love sucks!
Sure I'm dating, but that doesn't make the thoughts stop. The first thing in the morning and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep.
Some of my friends tell me that he's not worth it. He has hurt me to much.
Some of my friends tell me not to stop talking with him, since he's my friend.
So what do I do? I apparently get drunk, complain about it and hope to whatever there might be that I can be strong enough to do anything about it.
Oct 14, 2010
Work in progress.
”So if I asked, would you say ‘Yes’?” She asked him, as they walked towards her home.
“Asked what?” She sighed.
“What have we been talking about for the last couple of minutes?” He looked at her with an raised eyebrow. “ A date, perhaps?”
“Oh.” He said looking straight ahead again, they said nothing to each other and a few minutes later, they walked through her front door.
“You want coffee?” She asked, walking into the kitchen putting the groceries in the fridge, and starting with the coffee before his ‘Yes, please’ answer from the other room could be heard.
She gave him his cup and sat down next to him in the sofa, pulling her legs up and sipping on her tea; “Yes.” She looked at him, questioning what he just said, “Yes I would go out with you on a date.” She smiled and leaned her head against his shoulder as he placed his arm around her.
A night they’d decided to meet with an old friend of hers that was back in town; “So how long have the two of you been an item?” Her friend asked as he left to get them another drink.
“We’re not together.” She stated, her friend raised an eyebrow which she noticed; “We’re friends.”
“But there’s something, right?” Her friend continued.
“No, will probably never be either. I mean I love him, probably more then I should and more than I’m allowing myself to see. Yeah I know it doesn’t make much sense.” Her eyes went back to him, where he was standing in the bar.
“I’ve known you for years, and I’ve never seen you as happy as you are together with that dude, honestly, do something about it.”
“Nothing to do, he knows I love him and he doesn’t love me like that.”
“Wait, he knows how you feel about him,” she nodded, “and he’s not keeping his distance or taking advantage of you?”
“I’m the one taking advantage of the situation, not him. And sure it’s screwing me up when it comes to meeting someone else, since I’m comparing them all to him and how he makes me feel and yet there’s no one fitting that place. Especially not when he has a tendency to be somewhere around when I do meet with someone…”
“Wait a minute, he’s the guy that was ‘in the way’ when you met with my friend?” The blush on her face confirmed it. “So you’re not together, he’s the guy that comes pretty much whenever you call for him, you refer to things as ‘yours’ not his or hers – yours, and from what I gathered from the others – No shush I talk with others – the two of you are as together as two people can be without actually kissing in public. Oh and yes I know what else you do.”
“Here’s your drinks ladies.” He put the drinks in front of them. “Heh miss, what’s wrong?”
“You’ll have to excuse her, I think I pressed a little too much of, um, lets’ go with reality, for her to take in at this moment.”
“People think we’re together, did you know that? Actually, my family all probably thinks that as well.” He didn’t even turn towards her. “Are you listening?”
“Yes.”
“And you have nothing to say?”
“What do you want me to say?”
“I don’t know, something.”
“Asked what?” She sighed.
“What have we been talking about for the last couple of minutes?” He looked at her with an raised eyebrow. “ A date, perhaps?”
“Oh.” He said looking straight ahead again, they said nothing to each other and a few minutes later, they walked through her front door.
“You want coffee?” She asked, walking into the kitchen putting the groceries in the fridge, and starting with the coffee before his ‘Yes, please’ answer from the other room could be heard.
She gave him his cup and sat down next to him in the sofa, pulling her legs up and sipping on her tea; “Yes.” She looked at him, questioning what he just said, “Yes I would go out with you on a date.” She smiled and leaned her head against his shoulder as he placed his arm around her.
A night they’d decided to meet with an old friend of hers that was back in town; “So how long have the two of you been an item?” Her friend asked as he left to get them another drink.
“We’re not together.” She stated, her friend raised an eyebrow which she noticed; “We’re friends.”
“But there’s something, right?” Her friend continued.
“No, will probably never be either. I mean I love him, probably more then I should and more than I’m allowing myself to see. Yeah I know it doesn’t make much sense.” Her eyes went back to him, where he was standing in the bar.
“I’ve known you for years, and I’ve never seen you as happy as you are together with that dude, honestly, do something about it.”
“Nothing to do, he knows I love him and he doesn’t love me like that.”
“Wait, he knows how you feel about him,” she nodded, “and he’s not keeping his distance or taking advantage of you?”
“I’m the one taking advantage of the situation, not him. And sure it’s screwing me up when it comes to meeting someone else, since I’m comparing them all to him and how he makes me feel and yet there’s no one fitting that place. Especially not when he has a tendency to be somewhere around when I do meet with someone…”
“Wait a minute, he’s the guy that was ‘in the way’ when you met with my friend?” The blush on her face confirmed it. “So you’re not together, he’s the guy that comes pretty much whenever you call for him, you refer to things as ‘yours’ not his or hers – yours, and from what I gathered from the others – No shush I talk with others – the two of you are as together as two people can be without actually kissing in public. Oh and yes I know what else you do.”
“Here’s your drinks ladies.” He put the drinks in front of them. “Heh miss, what’s wrong?”
“You’ll have to excuse her, I think I pressed a little too much of, um, lets’ go with reality, for her to take in at this moment.”
“People think we’re together, did you know that? Actually, my family all probably thinks that as well.” He didn’t even turn towards her. “Are you listening?”
“Yes.”
“And you have nothing to say?”
“What do you want me to say?”
“I don’t know, something.”
Oct 10, 2010
Saturday
Hello fello humans,
I hope that everyone is doing fairly okay. I myself are, frankly not really sure how I am. Since one minute I'm feeling pretty awesome and the next I can't stop crying. And most of the time I'm just feeling very unsure with myself. I've felt like that before, but this time it's a little different. I think.
There's so many things going on in my life right now, decisions that needs to be made, relationships to figure out, people to talk to, decisions to be heard from other places, cleaning out the apartment and the basement, and somewhere I need time for myself, to just take care of myself. And sure some, most of these things I need to do, is in the end about making myself feel better, sure, but right now it doesn't really feel that way.
And sure I can most of the days actually smile for no less reason then that I'm just glad. Even if I spend many times a day crying, there's not just tears all day long.
In the middle of taking care of everything after mother, 'n everything else, I somehow have time to have 'love-problems', wow, it's amazing how the mind wanders sometimes.
I'm actually trying to build up courage to ask someone out, but something keeps coming up. So maybe I should just walk on, find someone else? I don't know. Sure there's a few people that peeks my interest, even if most of my mind wanders of to one person, there's a few I wonder if there's a possibility for anything more. A part of me goes; 'You don't have time for that.' and another part goes; 'You really need to do this.'
I think that's one of those 'listen to the heart v.s listen to the brain' things.
So, on to what my Saturday, I woke up 11.34, though I think the first time I feel asleep it was 05-ish, I think I got a couple of hours of sleep at least.
Spent my day with three friends of mine, 'playing' Vampire; Requiem (A rollplaying game). Though I was 'off' most of today, our mission was fun, even though if I had been able to pay more attention we might have actually finished it instead of getting through half of it. But I think they guys didn't mind, to much. Hopefully.
At 22, they left. I started moving around stuff in the room so I can fit my bed in here, tomorrow when we get it.
Oh and one of my friends, Ac, re-installed (or whatever you call it) my computer and it's so far working waaaaaaaay better than before. Yay!
Well I'm off to bed, for some possible hours of sleep
'til next time
be safe
Sam
I hope that everyone is doing fairly okay. I myself are, frankly not really sure how I am. Since one minute I'm feeling pretty awesome and the next I can't stop crying. And most of the time I'm just feeling very unsure with myself. I've felt like that before, but this time it's a little different. I think.
There's so many things going on in my life right now, decisions that needs to be made, relationships to figure out, people to talk to, decisions to be heard from other places, cleaning out the apartment and the basement, and somewhere I need time for myself, to just take care of myself. And sure some, most of these things I need to do, is in the end about making myself feel better, sure, but right now it doesn't really feel that way.
And sure I can most of the days actually smile for no less reason then that I'm just glad. Even if I spend many times a day crying, there's not just tears all day long.
In the middle of taking care of everything after mother, 'n everything else, I somehow have time to have 'love-problems', wow, it's amazing how the mind wanders sometimes.
I'm actually trying to build up courage to ask someone out, but something keeps coming up. So maybe I should just walk on, find someone else? I don't know. Sure there's a few people that peeks my interest, even if most of my mind wanders of to one person, there's a few I wonder if there's a possibility for anything more. A part of me goes; 'You don't have time for that.' and another part goes; 'You really need to do this.'
I think that's one of those 'listen to the heart v.s listen to the brain' things.
So, on to what my Saturday, I woke up 11.34, though I think the first time I feel asleep it was 05-ish, I think I got a couple of hours of sleep at least.
Spent my day with three friends of mine, 'playing' Vampire; Requiem (A rollplaying game). Though I was 'off' most of today, our mission was fun, even though if I had been able to pay more attention we might have actually finished it instead of getting through half of it. But I think they guys didn't mind, to much. Hopefully.
At 22, they left. I started moving around stuff in the room so I can fit my bed in here, tomorrow when we get it.
Oh and one of my friends, Ac, re-installed (or whatever you call it) my computer and it's so far working waaaaaaaay better than before. Yay!
Well I'm off to bed, for some possible hours of sleep
'til next time
be safe
Sam
Oct 6, 2010
Not a good day
Today was really not a good day, I think I went little over an hour at one time without crying.
And I couldn't ask the one person I really wanted to be near me to either come to me or I to him. Because apparently all my courage left me after I asked my dad for help yesterday.
*takes a deep breath* Today was just not a good day.
I wanted to go down to the market, but I could, I wanted to go to the store but I didn't dare. I can't leave the apartment, not today. Anything and nothing makes me cry!
I just want to feel safe. I want - I miss my mother. I miss my best friend. I miss my family. I miss my friends....
And I couldn't ask the one person I really wanted to be near me to either come to me or I to him. Because apparently all my courage left me after I asked my dad for help yesterday.
*takes a deep breath* Today was just not a good day.
I wanted to go down to the market, but I could, I wanted to go to the store but I didn't dare. I can't leave the apartment, not today. Anything and nothing makes me cry!
I just want to feel safe. I want - I miss my mother. I miss my best friend. I miss my family. I miss my friends....
<|3
I know we didn’t see eye to eye
I know we both said stupid and mean things about the other
I know you were sick
You knew how sick I had become
I pretend you didn’t mean so much to me
I pretend like there’s no reason for me to cry
I even convinced myself that it didn’t affect me
But it’s not true, I miss you so damn much
I cry, because you’re not here anymore
I can never see you again
Never tell you that you did mean the world to me
That I will always love you
Mum I really miss you
I know we both said stupid and mean things about the other
I know you were sick
You knew how sick I had become
I pretend you didn’t mean so much to me
I pretend like there’s no reason for me to cry
I even convinced myself that it didn’t affect me
But it’s not true, I miss you so damn much
I cry, because you’re not here anymore
I can never see you again
Never tell you that you did mean the world to me
That I will always love you
Mum I really miss you
Nightmares and worries
I've been having this nightmare about alligators and crocodiles now and then for a couple of years and it's seriously messing me up every time.
It's always at the same place, same time of the year and the same time of the day I meet this lake of crocs and gaters. Though the reason for being there are always different, this time it was some kind of candystore, and we were a bunch of people that had won a contest at our work (this candystore) and we're supposed to have this contest to get a 'ultimate winner', kind of assault course, first we run through a giant house (that house is always in this dream) out the back, up a hill, through a forest and this is where we get to the lake. At fist it looks just like any other lake, meaning it looked pretty dark and the moon was reflecting on the surface.
We have to do this; 1. Climb these rocks 2. swim to the other side and 3. Climb the rocks at the other side. Easy enough, right?
Well you get up the rocks and then your eyes see something moving in the water, not anything small either, no this is where the gaters and crocs come in. At first there's like just a few but more and more surface from the lake. Trying to attack you on the rocks. Now going into the lake is out of the question so what do you do? Turn back, of course. That road just got cover with them as well. So you're stuck on this rock and can't go anywhere and the crocs and gaters are trying to get to you...
Lovely isn't it?
On a different note, not going to the doctors tomorrow. No point in going. Just hoping stress is the reason *mumble* Otherwise I might just have a small problem...
Well we have our annual October/Autumn market today in town, not sure I'm going down or not. Not much to look at, getting smaller every year. We'll see what I do.
'til next time
with love
Sammie
It's always at the same place, same time of the year and the same time of the day I meet this lake of crocs and gaters. Though the reason for being there are always different, this time it was some kind of candystore, and we were a bunch of people that had won a contest at our work (this candystore) and we're supposed to have this contest to get a 'ultimate winner', kind of assault course, first we run through a giant house (that house is always in this dream) out the back, up a hill, through a forest and this is where we get to the lake. At fist it looks just like any other lake, meaning it looked pretty dark and the moon was reflecting on the surface.
We have to do this; 1. Climb these rocks 2. swim to the other side and 3. Climb the rocks at the other side. Easy enough, right?
Well you get up the rocks and then your eyes see something moving in the water, not anything small either, no this is where the gaters and crocs come in. At first there's like just a few but more and more surface from the lake. Trying to attack you on the rocks. Now going into the lake is out of the question so what do you do? Turn back, of course. That road just got cover with them as well. So you're stuck on this rock and can't go anywhere and the crocs and gaters are trying to get to you...
Lovely isn't it?
On a different note, not going to the doctors tomorrow. No point in going. Just hoping stress is the reason *mumble* Otherwise I might just have a small problem...
Well we have our annual October/Autumn market today in town, not sure I'm going down or not. Not much to look at, getting smaller every year. We'll see what I do.
'til next time
with love
Sammie
Oct 5, 2010
Foul day turned good day
So my day didn't start out all that great, in fact it was amongst the *insert bad/odd word* of a day in months tbh. But then I sent a text to a friend of mine, asking what she was up to.
And a short while later, and me starting to do the dishes, she arrived. I'm not sure why but she's one of the few persons that can actually get me in a better mood by just being around me ^^
We spent the day talking, mostly about boys (wow that's soooo unusual when two girls meet, don't ya think?) but about a lot of other things as well, and sitting by our laptops checking for furniture.
The hours, even if at some times it didn't, they past fairly quick, we we're joined for dinner by another friend. And now we ran into a "bump in the road", not going into details but parents can be very unfaithful to their children. And we said goodbye, even if that ruined some of the mood I am in fairly good spirits.
Mostly since I'm looking forward to this weekend ^^
Though I need to ask my dad for another favor, if I want this to work out exactly as I want it to ;)
'til next time
love
Sammie
And a short while later, and me starting to do the dishes, she arrived. I'm not sure why but she's one of the few persons that can actually get me in a better mood by just being around me ^^
We spent the day talking, mostly about boys (wow that's soooo unusual when two girls meet, don't ya think?) but about a lot of other things as well, and sitting by our laptops checking for furniture.
The hours, even if at some times it didn't, they past fairly quick, we we're joined for dinner by another friend. And now we ran into a "bump in the road", not going into details but parents can be very unfaithful to their children. And we said goodbye, even if that ruined some of the mood I am in fairly good spirits.
Mostly since I'm looking forward to this weekend ^^
Though I need to ask my dad for another favor, if I want this to work out exactly as I want it to ;)
'til next time
love
Sammie
Oct 4, 2010
+ =
Do you think that my laptop was kind enough to let me watch my series?
Answer is; No.
Add that I'm starting to feel a cold I'm not able to dismiss.
Add some stupid comments from people around me
Add worrying for days
Add taking a shower in cold water
Add having to call about stuff concerning your dead mother
And last but not last, add hormones running amok!
= Just how I'm feeling right now
Answer is; No.
Add that I'm starting to feel a cold I'm not able to dismiss.
Add some stupid comments from people around me
Add worrying for days
Add taking a shower in cold water
Add having to call about stuff concerning your dead mother
And last but not last, add hormones running amok!
= Just how I'm feeling right now
Oct 3, 2010
Fruit Basket and Fullmetal Alchemist
I was out walking for almost two hours today, my feet are killing me, but it was really nice.
Bought Fruit Basket, complete series, and FMA ep 1-24 for $29,5 (198kr) YAY! Had I bought them anywhere else I would have been lucky to find either for that price over here.
And I've borrowed seasons 1-5 of Grey's Anatomy - Got loads to watch XD
Though for once I do actually have things that needs to be done probably everyday this week :O
Well I'm crossing my fingers that the DVD player in my laptop will actually work this time XD
'til next time
Sammie
Bought Fruit Basket, complete series, and FMA ep 1-24 for $29,5 (198kr) YAY! Had I bought them anywhere else I would have been lucky to find either for that price over here.
And I've borrowed seasons 1-5 of Grey's Anatomy - Got loads to watch XD
Though for once I do actually have things that needs to be done probably everyday this week :O
Well I'm crossing my fingers that the DVD player in my laptop will actually work this time XD
'til next time
Sammie
Another update XD
Hiya,
Not sure why I haven’t been writing lately, haven’t been writing anything at all, barely small notes.
Still things that need to be handle when it comes to mothers passing. Not all that happy about taking care of that, tbh.
Got a new appointment with my counselor tomorrow at 15.00, feels good, I think. Still waiting for a response from school, starting to get really nervous about not hearing about or just getting something about I can’t start this time around.
On some positive notes, got an appointment with a doctor from the ‘obesitas unit’ in November, really looking forward to that, and I’m nervous about it as well. Living with obesity is something I’ve done for some time, and frankly I’ve been too lazy to anything about it. One reason I’ve gotten so lazy is my depression, but that’s supposed to be under control so now ‘all’ I have to do is get cracking at working out.
I talked with my cousin, she works at NTC (Norrtälje Träningcenter), I’m meeting up with her sometime this week and, just like anyone else that are thinking about starting working out there, I’ll get a free week to test everything out. I am doing this for three reasons 1. I need to lose 5-10 kg (11-22 pounds) before I can have the surgery 2. I really want a shot at “Beach body 2011” (competition between some friends) and 3. I do enjoy working out, when I have gotten past the first two weeks of it. Though I don’t very much like working out with my friends, I haven’t figured out exactly why yet.
If I have money for it, I’ll complete the exercising with swimming, since I do enjoy that really much and it’s really good for my back.
This should be my last day with any soda, stopped drinking Coca-Cola this Wednesday but I bought ‘Julmust’ (a soft drink we drink around Christmas that they’ve started selling already) and I’m drinking the last of it now. No more sodas, juices or sweet drinks at all. No chips or dip. But I am not cutting the candy away just yet, I don’t eat it that much as it is and it’s nice to have something sweet once in a while.
Now I just have to figure out how to actually eat more than once a day….
Well that’s all for now guys and gals
‘til next time
Sammie
Not sure why I haven’t been writing lately, haven’t been writing anything at all, barely small notes.
Still things that need to be handle when it comes to mothers passing. Not all that happy about taking care of that, tbh.
Got a new appointment with my counselor tomorrow at 15.00, feels good, I think. Still waiting for a response from school, starting to get really nervous about not hearing about or just getting something about I can’t start this time around.
On some positive notes, got an appointment with a doctor from the ‘obesitas unit’ in November, really looking forward to that, and I’m nervous about it as well. Living with obesity is something I’ve done for some time, and frankly I’ve been too lazy to anything about it. One reason I’ve gotten so lazy is my depression, but that’s supposed to be under control so now ‘all’ I have to do is get cracking at working out.
I talked with my cousin, she works at NTC (Norrtälje Träningcenter), I’m meeting up with her sometime this week and, just like anyone else that are thinking about starting working out there, I’ll get a free week to test everything out. I am doing this for three reasons 1. I need to lose 5-10 kg (11-22 pounds) before I can have the surgery 2. I really want a shot at “Beach body 2011” (competition between some friends) and 3. I do enjoy working out, when I have gotten past the first two weeks of it. Though I don’t very much like working out with my friends, I haven’t figured out exactly why yet.
If I have money for it, I’ll complete the exercising with swimming, since I do enjoy that really much and it’s really good for my back.
This should be my last day with any soda, stopped drinking Coca-Cola this Wednesday but I bought ‘Julmust’ (a soft drink we drink around Christmas that they’ve started selling already) and I’m drinking the last of it now. No more sodas, juices or sweet drinks at all. No chips or dip. But I am not cutting the candy away just yet, I don’t eat it that much as it is and it’s nice to have something sweet once in a while.
Now I just have to figure out how to actually eat more than once a day….
Well that’s all for now guys and gals
‘til next time
Sammie
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