I got in! Hehe, I knew the possibility of not getting in was very low but still it's me I still have the tendency to look at the negative. Though I am getting better at looking at the positive in things, but you know old habits die hard and all that jazz.
I'm typing his while waiting for my meeting with my social secretary, it feels a bit strange today.
Will be getting my ID today and get our tickets for the concert, Iron Maiden in June.
So I know why it feels strange, I'm happy. I, in general, feel satisfied which a "strange" feeling since I haven't experienced it all that much.
It's autumn now, meaning its really beautiful outside which just adds to my happiness. Despite the sad things that has happened during this "season" in the past I still adore it.
After this month I will have finished a couple of my debts, yet another big step in the right direction.
In little over a month I will be starting school, 40 weeks and I should have an education that actually qualifies me for different jobs, so in a year I could be working.
I need another word for strange.
It feels, odd (?) to have things fall in place, I know I've worked a lot to get here and that I have had my mishaps and those things have changed me- not always for the better, but it has changed me. And over all I am happy with who I am today, sure there's a couple of things I would like to work on and that's alright.
Everything in my life is NOT good, but as far as I can see everything is OK and from there I can work with it. One thing at the time.
