Most of the time, right now, I feel fairly great. Especially when I get to be around those that mean most to me. I hadn't met with none of them for a while, I just kinda light up whenever anyone of them are around.
Then there's times like right now, where I really need either one of them but neither is anywhere near me.
I just wish to be hold, just for a little while, and be told that it's going to be alright.
*sigh* in fifth-teen days the funeral will be over and done with, I just feel, empty about it. It's everything else, the people mostly, around it, that is taking all my energy.
Night for now, or at least I hope so.
with love
Sam
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